if you're here for me ; I'm here for you too.
if you don't like me, i got no problem with that ; just step back.
if you playing on me, cheating on me, lying to me ; you gone.
and I'm gonna be honest, there's a first & second, but there ain't gonna be a last chance.
thanks justin, what a bro. ;)
okay, the first week of holidays are almost over. its been boring.
im afraid, 2 months will feel like 2 years again. TT
im back to selling Gatsby, hardcore sprint training & facebook games. :D
TODAY
i went to Sunnybank to get my eyes checked & pick out new Glasses with my mum. im pretty happy cause my eyes were perfect, which means i can stop wearing my reading Glasses. -celebrates !
then when i got back home, my dad took us to the gym for some
hardcore training. D:
then i went to do a 800m running coarse with my coach,
ouch. then decided to go in the pool, back home.
but i was too exhausted & sweaty, and i fell asleep in the car.
eurgh.
then i facebooked a while, ate dinner & then my
HOMESTAY made
JAPANESE RED BEAN PASTE ICECREAM -
drooool okay, she didnt make the paste, she bought it for $3.00 at
yuens. -_-
she just.. combined it together.
LOL ! & it tasted.
DELICIOUS ~
aw, just looking at it makes me full. -twitch- HAHAH.
oh & a few days ago, i did my piano exam. ew.ew.ew.ew.
& today i received the marks. D:
i thought i did really horribly but ..
i got an A.
OMFGMOTHERWHUT. yeahs. :D
i hate piano.
YESTERDAY
i went on facebook and tried some games. i was hooked on to CAFE WORLD&PLOCK again. HHAHA
i was like pwning everyone in PLOCK last time, OOH GG ! cause i used my 'piano fingers' to click my ass off. OHYAY. :D ! & here's a tip, always use HARDCORE SCREAMO music when playing PLOCK. it helps ;)
then i tried TOWER BRICKS. its a game where this crane is swinging a brick & you need to click to place it on the ground. & each time a brick comes you click so it can balance it on top of each one then you get 100 pts (if its inaccurate). but if you click at the right time, to make the brick fall exactly on top of another, you get 200 pts. then, if you miss the stack of bricks 3 times, GAME OVER ! D:
i like gave up half way cause i knew i was too unco. HAAHAHA GREAT JOB ZOE. = =
oh well, i guess i'll always be like this. -yay. -_-
oh & one last thing..
scroll down, pooface.
I LOVE RED BEAN PASTE & ZAKH FOR GOOD. :D
Sunday, November 29, 2009
i dont know why tears start falling and hearts start aching, but i hope all will come to an end.
why do humans feel this way? the piercing, gut feeling cant go away.
its the matter of loving someone then letting go, having confusion or just being..
so.. not me. or the tears are for regret. where is the pain coming from?
how can i say what i mean? its undefined.. but.. it hurts.
the tears still flow, and endless amount of tissues are used.
& yes, im scared. for every possibility that he might go.
or that i might slip away. we can all still soothe the pain, by listening to the music that tells a stories that are make-believe. but nothing else is going to assure us that ' it's going to be okay. '
& the apology is impossible to forgive, not matter how many times i say sorry.
i can still remember the pain. but acting this way isnt going to help myself. so its time i've stepped up a little, reached out for something more. & silly poems and rhyming words, songs of love and comfort wouldnt be used anymore. maybe this doesnt make any sense to you. but it will soon enough, whether you're love crazy, and you cant get enough, or you're depressed and it's all comming together again. so hold my hand, and hold it tight, pick up the pieces and lets move on, cause im gonna need you here, right by my side. i cant do this alone, oh and..
im sorry.
well, im out. -zoee.